So far we have been to the de Young Museum and The Palace of the Legion of Honor. On Friday evening we attended the San Francisco Symphony with guest soloist, Yo Yo Ma. We were sitting near a husband and wife. The husband is an investment broker. He warned about the shock wave to come this coming week when the US stands to cast the sole "No" to Palestinian statehood in the UN Security Council. The US loves to spread democracy. The concert was magic as music in Davies Symphony Hall has always seemed to me. As movement followed movement, I couldn't keep stop thinking of the Palestinians. I wear a Tee shirt that reads, "We Are All Palestinians." The US says that statehood should be negotiated between the two parties. This assertion actually depends upon maintaining the folly that there will be a territory remaining for the Palestinians while Israeli occupation and settlement thrusts ahead.
We were supposed to be going to the California Academy of Sciences today back in Golden Gate Park. However, when we got to the parking garage the ruby red "Full" sign greeted us. So, as we learned from 12-Steps, you adapt and make another choice. Our choice brought us all the way west on Geary to the Ocean. We had lunch in an cash-only restaurant that is family owned. We wanted to sit at the counter and were willing to wait as it was cleared of the previous diner's plates and silver ware. This we were told was impossible. So we would have to wait outside. I headed toward a door with a ledge overlooking the ocean as it slammed against the cliffs below. A young waitress rushed out after to me and explained that I could not stand out there as it was an emergency entrance only. I tried to relieve the tension that I sensed she was experiencing by saying, "Thank goodness you caught me in time. I was going to commit suicide." She didn't laugh. I said, "That was I joke." She looked at me and said, "I know." So ... after our little lunch we explored the Coast Trail above the Sutro Baths. If you think that San Francisco is just tall buildings and nothing else, you need to spend some time in Golden Gate Park and Land's End where we were this afternoon. There were thousands of people, locals and tourists, walking, biking, jogging, running and moving about on the trails through forest and along steep cliffs that terminate in rocky-crashing waves. Someone wanted to know about my 350.org T-Shirt. I told him it was a web. "No kidding." Then I told him it referred to the amount of CO 2 in the atmosphere in parts per million. "We're going to hit 500 for sure," he shouted back to me. I wanted to tell him about my White House arrest. But he was gone.
Meanwhile, my thoughts dance around the streets and highways of San Francisco. A picture of fossil fuel's domination can been seen in the cars, trucks, buses and emergency vehicles which flow like red blood cells through the arteries of the body. But the body, built upon fossil fuels is aging. The fuel is becoming more expensive to retrieve from where it has lain in the earth over the millions of years of evolution. The blood is becoming more expensive to pump. The heart of capitalism is beginning to fail. Will it happen all at once and just cease; or will it die in pieces of time with one recession after another where recovery never returns to the previous levels. Tar sands oils are now within range for exploitation due to the increased price of a barrel of oil. I kept asking myself, "What will it be like when it all stops?" It's happening now as the capitalist economy begins to eat its own body to provide the energy for the growth the capitalism requires.
The sky was blue. So was the Pacific Ocean. The air was cool and refreshed by breezes. But in my mind I knew that the atmosphere I was moving in and having my being was not the same stuff that my ancestors labored and earned their living in. The differences are measurable. And, looking out across the ocean and the San Francisco Bay, I also knew that the water has now become irreversibly acidic due to CO2 absorption. This is what Bill McKibben describes as "The End of Nature."

